Where did one year go? What have I accomplished in 2008? What were the highlights of 2008 relating to my life? What were the experiences that I had that made me grow in maturity the last year? What were the problems that I was able to handle if not totally solve? Was 2008 a happy year? Fruitful year? Financially rewarding year?
I am like an automaton most time. I just do what I have to do and not what I want to do. Now, what would I want to do? Plenty. Give me a moment to think about them. There are times that I spend hours being silent - no one to talk to. There are times that I want silence even if it's quiet around me. What do I mean? My mind never rests. It has a life and psyche of its own. I say "quiet,my brain" but it refuses to oblige. Am I babbling? I guess so. If truth be told, I feel that 2008 was not a good year for me. I'm not sure. I look old. I am old! Give me time to muse over the fact.
I am like an automaton most time. I just do what I have to do and not what I want to do. Now, what would I want to do? Plenty. Give me a moment to think about them. There are times that I spend hours being silent - no one to talk to. There are times that I want silence even if it's quiet around me. What do I mean? My mind never rests. It has a life and psyche of its own. I say "quiet,my brain" but it refuses to oblige. Am I babbling? I guess so. If truth be told, I feel that 2008 was not a good year for me. I'm not sure. I look old. I am old! Give me time to muse over the fact.photo taken by benjo with an "in-your-face-lens"
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